Be careful of falling in love - even after all of these years I still make that mistake. I think it has to do with the sales job you have to do on yourself in the first place - just to convince yourself to buy the share. Virtually every love affair I have had on this market has ended in an acrimonious divorce where she took me for a good chunk of my estate in the settlement.
I have never liked anything about this company. Even when it was the market darling. Things have gone from bad to worse and while it may be due an improvement if we embark on a public works programme of sorts (I'll believe it when I see it,) I will leave this story to others.